In bed the whole day with Chuzzles

Except for the occasional foray into the bathroom, and I did some laundry, and I ate brunch, the remains of the "curry" and rice I made last night. I had a can of Indonesian chicken soup, added some coconut curry, chopped some zucchini and ate with rice. It was alright, something filling. Hmm, if I don't think about it, I don't get really hungry. I'm sort of tiptoeing in my head so as not to wake up the beast. I think I will eat some fruit later for the nutrients. I really have to be careful I'm not just eating chips, and biscuits, and take my fish oil. Gah, they get stuck in my throat. I do very well for a couple of weeks, then I keep forgetting.
I've recently discovered a games site called King and I've been playing Chuzzles, they are furry cute round balls you have to line up and explode and they squeak and go yoo hoo when you explode them. So that's what I did the whole day. I haven't stepped outside, and can't work up the energy.

Anyhow, it seems playing games is the only way I can get my mind awake, I feel so apathetic and distracted the rest of the time, and I at least wake up with the fuzzy colored balls, and the other games. It's worrying me to spend so much time with the games. And I don't feel so restless either when playing the games. I had to do stuff the whole day.

XANGA: Sometimes unshite happens

Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Sometimes unshit happens
Tuesday 23-OCT

First, I had time for breakfast! And put on makeup! And though I walked fast, I didn’t have to run for the bus. One thing I can pinpoint to is that I ironed my top last night. I picked it up last night and saw it was very wrinkled, and ironed it cause I knew I wouldn’t have time in the morning. So I just slipped it on after my shower. Saved me at least 5 minutes. I generally forget to set my clothes aside. I didn’t wake up any earlier and even slept in a bit, I was quite sleepy too as I went to bed at 12:30 waking up to alarm at 6:40, and dragged myself with eyes closed into the shower. Ironing the top the night before certainly helped with my routine, but now I note that the time didn’t slip away and I didn’t tune out. I just got on with it and had enough time. Sometimes I can give myself 2 hours and still rush about because of all the tuning out. And the bus went through traffic like butter so I was quite early for work.

So my general brain fog is not mere sleepiness because I was asleep in the shower and yet managed.
Hmm, sometimes good days just happen. Was it the fish oil I took before bed? What?
So that's what it felt to be normal.