X: Late, always late

Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Late, always late


Yesterday was unmitigated chaos coming to work the traffic just gets worse and worse. I could take the train but I’m too scared. I would have to take a bus to get to the station, then the train takes a long time as it stops at every stop for ages for unexplained reasons. Then I have to take a metro, then another. Too much chance for screwups.

I arrived at work 20 mins late. Urgh. Hopefully tomorrow being all saints eve, Halloween, and the 1st being a holiday, some people will take the day off. There are too many cars on the road. I won’t get a car cause I’m broke, broke, don’t have enough money for insurance and all the repairs involved.


The weekend was typical. I stayed at home because I wanted to tidy my room which I didn’t, I made one part of my room look less messy. And I didn’t feel like going out, I hid out in my room. I have to say ever since I’ve become fatter, I get fewer comments from nasty Spanish men; in fact I haven’t gotten any for weeks. Coupled with me looking a bit crap these days and no makeup, I’ve turned invisible. I think sometimes I actually like being fatter. I don’t get harassed.


Then my father was in his bitchy mood and asking me what I was going to do with my life seeing as I was a wasted investment. Typical weekend, although we’ve barely talked for weeks, just hello so that’s refreshing. I’ve got to get out of the house but of course I mentioned I was broke,broke. I’ll have to move country to get a decent pay.


Then at work there’s no sugar, I knew the sugar was going to run out, but I kept forgetting to make the order from the supermarket. Thank goodness a guy at work I’m friendly with saved my ass, he went and begged sugar from somewhere and brought in. Though he’s in a bit of a huff about it, but I’m grateful, why oh why do I do this?

Because we have a new coffee machine, everyone is getting coffee, even people who normally don’t drink coffee, and the bag of sugar that would last a month was wiped out. The order is coming in this morning, I ordered 3 bags of sugar At least we haven’t run out of toilet paper, I remember when that happened shudder, I had to sneak rolls from home to replenish the stock.
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