Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I'm responsible?? Blergh.whatever.
Anyway, at work, one of the interns guessed my age. I was surprised because people often think I'm younger than I am, although if I don't start getting proper sleep during the week, they will think I'm older.
She said that she thought I was older because I appeared to be formal and responsible! That's the first time anyone's ever said that to me! It kind of shook me. I'm so used to screwing up and being irresponsible. Wha! I also have been quite, I wouldn't say depressed but quite unenthusiastic about anything, and can't seem to summon enough energy to do anything so that's part of it. I've been very apathetic, and don't give much of a shit.
I was thinking maybe I should do something, wear something more interesting but then now I'm thinking, screw it. I'm too apathetic to care that I'm apathetic.
Apathy is a state of indifference — where an individual has an absence of interest or concern to certain aspects of emotional, social, or physical life.
Apathy can be object-specific — toward a person, activity or environment. It is a common reaction to stress where it manifests as "learned helplessness" and is commonly associated with depression. It can also reflect a non-pathological lack of interest in things one does not consider important.
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