X: Feeling like a failure

Saturday, November 24, 2007
Feeling like a failure


I really should stop looking at Facebook. I just feel like a failure when I look up people I haven't seen in ages. Someone is on a grad network, someone is having a baby,etc and I'm like how come everyone is doing all this stuff, I'm still young, hmm, it looks like I'm not. I really don't feel my age at all. I've been in a funk for seven years. It doesn't seem that long, but then looking at it, I'm like fuck! What happened?

I still got plans! And I'm going to have to hurry. Then I fall into a depression thinking it's all useless, and shudder to think what will happen in the next 10 years. What do I do?
Eurgh.
http://add.about.com/od/addadhdintheworkplace/a/emotionalintel.htm
"According to several studies, the emotional maturity of some individuals with ADD/ADHD are well below their non-ADD counterparts. The brain's frontal lobes, which are affected by ADHD, continue to mature until the age of 35. The process of maturation is slower for those individuals with ADHD. Some may not reach the level of emotional maturity of a 21 year old until well into their 30's."